Today's Jie's Birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIRNEY JIE!!! x3 ~~~~~
Mei Love You!
Always supporting you!! =DD

Take it as it is ;
That's life ;
Accept it .
~6:20 PM

Abstract From Someone's Blog (not to be divulged who)

Opinion: It kinda set me thinking when I read this. =X Read on~ Leave any comments at the tagbox if you want. =D

"Trust. Faith.
What are they?
Promises.
What are they?

If these 3 qualities exist solidly between humans, happily ever after might be possible after all.
But. As time goes. Things doesn't always seem what they are like.

Trusting someone whom you thought you can may turn out to be the worse decision that one can ever make.

Faith. Believing that something can last forever like how it is being promised. Yet so many couple still break up despite making vows that their love last forever. Lost their faith, lost their love.

*Taken and edited from True Singapore Ghost Stories Book17**
I, like some people, used to believed, if we work hard enough, we can do something to change this world into a better place for everyone to live in.
Wouldn't life be better if the rich were willing, and generous enough to help the poor. Or many different races living together in harmony? No more disputes between the Blacks and Whites.

But this thoughts became nothing but a naive, silly ambitious dream. Anyone who's been out long enough will know that it is a dog-eat-dog world out there. So long as one gets what he or she wants and benefits from it, who would care about others? Selfishness. Isn't this why drugs are smuggled and sold illegally and how cigarettes got into the hand of many underage students who should be studying instead of being attached to nicotine?

Sometimes, I wish I have the courage, to put in all I got, to give it all I have, to trust a person, to have faith that a miracle will happen, but in the end, everything will just end up in smoke.
Trust and faith are gained over a long period of time but can be destroyed in a short one, within seconds. It's just like using 100 years to grow a tree, yet 10minutes, or even shorter to cut it down. As I grow older every second, the world just seem to get scarier. Even people who I used to believe in so much, I find it hard to confide in them. Scaring myself? Maybe. But that's how I feel.

Promises made are broken all the time.
Trust given are being betrayed.
Faith entrusted is being stepped on.

How can one not shatter when these happened.
At times, I wish my heart can be made of steel.
At times, I wish my heart can just stop.
At times, I wish I don't have to go through all these emotions.
Yet all the times, I only have one wish. That is to find someone, who I can really really talk to, who would guide me, teach me, tell me what to do. Who would be there for me all the time. I know it's not easy therefore I'm still waiting. Waiting and waiting...
Yet that someone seem so far.

Faith, trust, promises.
What are they..."

Take it as it is ;
That's life ;
Accept it .
~10:40 PM

Just some random updates.

Tests and more tests! X_X ? That is so...tiring! Lols! Yea this word again.
Other than this word, which other word can be used to describe this energy-less me. X_X !
I'm dead. Sooner or later, whatever.

Weekends! **cherishes it**
The only time where I get to meet Opaque, meet Dodo.
CHERISH DIE!!!! =X

Ok. Weekends. Slacks ^^. WAKAKAKA!
Ehhhhs. Got homework right? Bad. Bad. Bad. Who cares. Do them tomorrow.
And hope tomorrow doesn't arrive. ^^

Lalala~ Time to go spam arrows!

Take it as it is ;
That's life ;
Accept it .
~6:50 PM

Tired die again.
LOLS! Seem to start off with this sentence everyday.
Skipped updating for 1 day.

LOLS! Good news~
MSP is a subject which can be used as 'O' Levels Humans x3~!!
# As long as I pass it, 2 points can be minus-ed.
# From Year 2009 onwards, the paper would be easier! By how much I don't know. Can pass can le. x3~!!!! =D

Lalala!

HuiYee ~x3~ Dame
Hanae ~x3~ xSpadesx3
Yeezi ~x3~ Opaque
Ben ~x3~ Ann ^^
Thali ~x3~ alee

Take it as it is ;
That's life ;
Accept it .
~9:48 PM

One word to describe everyday ever since school started.
Tired.
Everyday is nothing but homework and more homework.
Tired la!!!! T^T !

Take it as it is ;
That's life ;
Accept it .
~9:41 PM

At this moment, where I just decided to go to sleep, I just want to confess.
Yeezi miss die ~LOONIES~, miss die her teammates, FAM Mates.
Love die them all. Always in her mind. Every minute, every second, every hour, everyday.

x3~ How will I survive without you people.

Ohhhhh And Hanae x3 xSpadesx3.
LAOSHU ai DAMI! =D

Take it as it is ;
That's life ;
Accept it .
~12:38 AM

With regards about our punishment, I tried to look at things from different point of views.
Note1: Please try to ignore any grammatical errors, tenses errors, spelling errors and sentence phrasing errors. ^^
Note2: This post does not serve as an attempt to offend anyone.
Note3: The point of view is just me trying to put myself in their shoes. Sorry if I got it wrong. =X
I'm not a mind reader. =XX !


#1: Mr Zaid's point of view. - sorry if I miss interpret.
Having to listen to other teacher's complaining about his own form class can seem to be a disgrace to you, not handing up our work (Which is somehow not quite true. Explain later.) , hearing other teachers complain about us being noisy, not being co-operative and so on.
Punishing us might seem like it is a way to make us learn our lesson, hope that we would not do it again, to save the time, to save teachers from having to nag at us about our attire, our grooming, our assignments and everything. For our benefits, to be short. You got pissed with us too, saying that we are showing attitude and stuff. And that the reason why you don't let us get too familiar with you is because, familiarity breeds contempt? Something like that. And that we would walk over your head and being disrespect to you. Maybe looking from this point. We are in the wrong. X_X !

#2: Mr Teo's point of view. - hope I see it correctly.
As our A-Maths teacher, you tried to teach us whatever you think we should know. You tried your best to get our attention so as to let us absorb as much information about this subject as possible. A-Maths is a new subject and not easy to get the hang (am I right? =X) so you really need our full attention. You probably think we might be needing help for some of us are unfortunately weak in Maths and thus allowed us to discuss in pairs, or small groups. But you did not expect that we got so carried away with the discussion that we totally forgot that you still want to teach and thus pissed you off.
If we want to improve, we got to do our assignments and then hand up to you on time so that you can take a look and review it. To see how much we learn, how much we understand. Some of us did not hand up in time and therefore you probably thought we don't take your words seriously and do not give much attention to this subject. You tried to guide us and help us understand the topic better by giving us remedials but many did not turn up. Disappointing so therefore, from your point of view, yeah, you should be angry. X_X !

Point of view of 3BN.
Attire, grooming: According to what the school rules states, the way we would end up looking if we stick exactly to the rules is extremely nerd? X_X ? Thus sometimes we break one or two rules especially about the shirt being tucked out or the ankle socks. It's more comfortable the way we dressed now. The rules is just some limits.
Late handing up of homework might be due to having CCAs or trouble trying to complete the work. Or some think it's because it's a new year so can slack abit. =X But then again, we hope to seek understanding from the teacher if we really do have some valid reasons. Example is like Mr Teo's remedial, some of us can't make it because we have appointments or other reasons. This does not mean that we do not take your lessons seriously or what. Things are different from the past, as time went, many things changed, the way of learning, the syllabus taught, not to mention the amount of homework each day for each subject. You labelled us as the worse class for handing up homework without even trying to understand the real reason. If you just reprimanded, maybe we could still understand you. But calling us the worse class or something like that. Please spare a thought for our feelings, who likes to be called the worse class or being labelled with a word that is negative. Even if we are students, even if we are much much younger than you, but even so, we have our own pride, our own reasons. We really hope you as a teacher, can try to understand.

My point of view
No one likes to have spammers intruding their blog tagging something nonsensical.
Even if the spams are not hurtful, not negative, it's still sort of unplesant. I don't believe anyone in 3BN would give their own class blog's URL to someone who they know would spam Jane.
We can't control the fingers of others, to spy on what they type and everything. I suggest we could keep the class blog private if we really want to prevent spammers.
No students likes to spend any time of their day outside Grand Auditorium, trying to finish their homework. Given a choice, I would also want to hand up my homework on time, to finish what I can. But the thing is, I can't. It's not as if I didn't tried hard enough. I did. I paid attention in class but sometimes, my brain just can't absorb whatever that is projected right infront of me. The concepts are so hard to take it. I tried to ask friends for help, classmates, online friends. I did my best to try on every questions. But heys, how many subjects are we taking? Just Maths and A-Maths alone, the amount of homework given to us is enough to kill. == !!
Many of us probably find 24 hours a day is not enough. We have our CCAs, we have our things to do. We start school at 7.45am everyday and average at around 2.45pm. For myself, I need time to go home since it's not really near school. On average, I need around 1hour to get home. To get settled for the best condition to be able to do homework, put away the materials for the homework for previous night, bathe, eat, and start doing homework. How much time is needed. Everyday, homework for more than a subject is given. Sometimes, I just can't find the answer no matter how much I tried. Maths was never easy for me. I need time. More time than normal people, considering that I'm a slow learner.
How am I able to hand up 4 worksheets on time? And, regarding the remedial that was held. It's not that I don't want to go. I really really want to go too considering how much it would help me. But the problem was that, I had my third language class. Both subjects are equally important. MSP is considered in curriculum time, if I were to go for the Maths remedial and skipped MSP for even just a mere 30mins as you claim, according to Mr.Chua, the DM, missing even 5mins of the lesson is considered as a truancy. In addition, that MSP lesson was the first MSP lesson ever since school starts. First lesson and if I am late. How would my teacher think? I would probably be labelled as irresponsible and it would also be unfair to my teacher if I were to stood her up for other out of curriculum time lesson.

Seeing things from so many point of views is kind of interesting. LOLS!
I thought about it alot. This might not apply to the people I mentioned but that's how I feel when I tried putting myself in their shoes. I must apologise if I said something wrong without knowing it. Or offended anyone. Really sorry. But really, that's just my personal opinion so. Don't bear a grudge on me. =X

Take it as it is ;
That's life ;
Accept it .
~6:40 PM

Homework Homework Homework.
And it's only the start of school. First week.
Totally stressed die. X_X ! So chim somemore...
Neeeeed helpppp! T^T !
Uncle Ram~ Uncle Haze~ Dodo~ T^T !!!!! SAVE ME LA.
**gone mad**
Dang. == !!

If I ever gone mad one day.
It shall be because of homeworks. =D

Take it as it is ;
That's life ;
Accept it .
~7:37 AM