UPDATE!
UPDATE!!
UPDATED!!!

=D

Finally got the time to update my blog. D=
It seems like the blog is going dead.
Life going down.

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Homework sucks.
So far, I managed only to do Chinese workbook. ==

So many more to go.
Can die!

A.Maths.
E.Maths.
English.
Chemistry.

When was holidays ever really holidays.

Take it as it is ;
That's life ;
Accept it .
~9:55 AM

Just reached home. Should have got home earlier but on the way, I lost my EZ-Link after making a donation.
Went out to Tampines Interchange today.
Got off the bus and have a girl from Damai Secondary School holding the tin can, trying to get people to donate. Tried that out before. LOLS, I mean, asking for people for donation and seriously, it is not at all fun.
I made up my mind to donate later because I was running late for the reason why I was out on this freaking day with huge rain.
After meeting up with my mother to pass her the things she need at TS Video Shop and buying dinnner, I walked back.
I walked all the way to another end of the Interchange back to where I got off the bus to find those girls. And donated 20cents to each of their tins. =P
Then when I wanted to take out my Ez-Link, I realised, it's not with me.
I lost it.
Walked up and down the same road which I walked for around 10 times. Yet to avail of finding the card.
I went all the way to the MRT Station from the Interchange to try my luck to see if it was there.
But no...
Then I went back to the Interchange.
And on my way back, I was thinking.
Why should I have made the donation. And walked all around the place. I should have gone home straight.
Who said kindness paid.
And I was thinking.
Please. Let me find my EZ-Link.
I don't want to lost it.
One of the reason is because the EZ-Link have my Primary School picture. LOLS.
=X
And something told me...
Find the girl who you made the donations to...
Go.
I went.
And she passed me.
THAT FREAKING BLUE CARD I WAS GOING UP AND DOWN FOR!
And at that moment.
I was dang freaking happy.
I asked her the school she was from.
Damai Secondary School.
I didn't ask her for her name though. D=
And then I went home...
On the bus...
I thought about it.
Kindness pays.
It does.
And sometimes when it doesn't.
It's only because the time isn't ripe.
Never stop doing kind deeds. Even small little ones.
Just because I met with some little suay things. (Losing EZ-Link is a huge one.)

Hmmms. Haven't update my blog for a long time.
Vicky told me to update.
And yea. I noticed too.
It's going dead. D=
The fate all my blogs have to go through.
Well.
So here shall be, my update.
To Vicky: Finally a longer post than my previous short ones. =P

Got back my E.Maths quiz/test/whatever.
And the result was negatively, freaking O-M-G.
Though expected that well. That would happened.
But nevertheless still felt sad.
I mean, my other classmates did quite well.
Other than me.
Could probably be the last in class...
But I realised my mistakes.
Carelessness.
Blurness.
Like what Mr.Teo always told me. Careless, careless, careless.
I got the concept and careless did me in.
Careless...
Terrible mistake.
Probably due to the stress that I was under when the paper started.
X_X Stressed that time was not enough.
Stressed that I might not be able to answer the question.
Might not be able to do them with the right method and calculations.

But stressed brought me no where.
Heart dropped and sunk when I got back the results.
Hard not to let those tears dropped.
No use crying over split milk, I told myself.
But was still sad.
Like who won't.
But still. I can't change it. X_X

Sometimes. When I don't do well in tests, it's not because I never took them seriously. Even after I study. (Though I didn't study for most tests.) But because my mind just blank. And I get all nervous. Lols. It's terribly dumb but I seem to have developed a phobia for tests. D=

For now~ I want to thank a few people. ^^
Mr.Teo (A.Maths Teacher): For allowing me to take up his time during some random days when I pop in his office to sit there, enjoy the air con and then empty that green file with worksheets where he would be shot with questions. Stupid ones too. From his tood student who has always been slow with Maths (digits).
Mr.Yee (E.Maths Teacher): Who immediately told me not to give up when I got back my paper. Thanks Mr.Yee. I won't. I'm sorry to have let you down this time. But I will try harder. Really.
Both Mr.Yee and Mr.Teo: Sorry for handing those assignments late, very late. D= I just need a bit more time to complete them. Serious.
Friends: Who did not left me alone. Even when it's small little things like walking with me to the parade square at the start of the day, accompanying me to the toilet, or spending the rest of lunch break having little chats with me. Small little things that I appreciate. Small little things that chase away loneliness.

Well then...
Maths is hard but I won't give up.
Physics is not easy but I won't give up too.
I will get the hang of them someday.
When is another story.
Someday though.

And and and random something.
BERNADETTE AND I HAVE THE SAME DREAM!!!
AHAHAHAHAHAHHA!
HELLO BERNADETTE! THAT IS SO WOOOOOTS!
WE HAVE THE SAMMMMMME DREAM!!!!!!!!!!
Thus~~~~~ Let's both jyjy for our dream! =D

K. Think the post is long enough. X_X

Signing off!

Take it as it is ;
That's life ;
Accept it .
~5:31 PM





Pictures.
None with me in it. Too ugly to be posted. =D

Take it as it is ;
That's life ;
Accept it .
~9:28 PM