I FINALLY GOT IT. An A1. ;shy !
After like. Getting the Bs and Cs and Ds and Es and Fs. D; .
FINALLY. FINALLY. FINALLY.

Kays. Happy. ;D !
Ohno. ); !

9 more months to my turn. D; !
Damnnnnnnnnnnnn !

AMaths.
EMaths.
Sciences.
Humanities.
ENGLISH ?!

OHNO !!!!!!!!!!


*faints*

Take it as it is ;
That's life ;
Accept it .
~5:18 PM

For one of the first few times that I am gonna post something that comes from the bottom of my heart.

It's only the start of 2010 and I am already grumbling like the Mrs. Dubose in "To Kill A Mockingbird".
Yes. Grumbling.
Grumbling about why is time not enough.
Why is 'O' Levels nearing.
Why do I have to torture myself by taking up Physics.
Why do I choose what I did.

And in the first place, why the hell did I get into this school.

Chung Cheng High School. Main.
Despite it's 70 years of history, I seriously don't find any pride in it sometimes.

Sometimes I love the school.
I have no idea what.
But that is gonna be something was is history-ed.

Forget about the proper English.
I am having such a bad mood now I bet everything is going haywire. -.- .

A few things probably spoil my mood to welcome 2010 with open arms.
1. The school came up with a new 'O' Levels Chinese media study. Something I wanted. Something I was interested in. Something that I will be willing to give up probably 12 hours of my sleep time in a day just to achieve the best result that I can get. ~_~ .
2. The school is starting on the PRIME project only during the end of year holidays last year. Lols. Which means by the time the construction is done, the rest of the cohort as well as myself will not be able to use it. That's not the most unfair thing. Lols. The most unfair thing is that, it's gonna affect our study environment. With the constructions materials, fences, and probably noises. During the most important year of our time in secondary school.
3. Badminton. My favourite sport. Something I am willing to work hard for. Lols. Who cares about trying to observe how animals acted. -.- . I don't wanna be one. It's not that I don't appreciate my current CCA. When I joined it, I loved it. Like seriously loved it. But as time went by, I realized I hate it more and more. And just continue hating it. I tried my best not to skip it. But if I have any excuse not to go, I definitely won't be present for the activities. Eff that CCA. It seriously suck. And to think that just in time that this year, while I still left a little bit of passion for that CCA, because I have lovely juniors there, who was there for me when I need someone to talk to, my good friend who is always there for me. And this year is gonna be a year where I shall just be a nice member and show face for a few more months. And then I am out of it. AND TO THINK THAT JUST WHEN I AM HAPPY THAT I AM GETTING OUT OF CHUNG CHENG, CAME AN ANNOUNCEMENT THAT BADMINTON IS OPENED TO GIRLS NOW. WHAT IS THIS FUCK.

._______. !!!!!
I should have picked Anglican.
-.- . It's nearer to my house. I don't have to wake up so fucking early just to take the fucking bus so that it doesn't get stuck at some fucking traffic jam.
There's a lovely CCA called badminton that's opened up to girls.
I get to be in the same school as my best friend.

Fuck my life.
I feel damn screwed.
Lols.

This sucks. Everything does.
I don't know how much I can keep this on.
And this is only the start of the year.
I am so tired.

~_~ .
While the school give out so many fucking holiday assignment, have they ever think that someone as dumb as me, no matter how much I try, how many times I read the textbook, no matter how long I stare at the questions, if I don't understand it, I just don't. Won't be able to freaking complete the work? And those work will become worthless junks. Stacking up on the table. Collecting dusts. Not only did the trees sacrificed for nothing, it takes up precious space, and turns my holiday mood off. It even turns me off for the subject I love most.

Ridiculous. THIS IS FREAKING RIDICULOUS.

I.

AM.

SO.

FREAKING.

FREAKING.

SICK.

AND.

TIRED.

OF.

CHUNG.

CHENG.

HIGH.

SCHOOL.

MAIN.










To the hell with that place.

Take it as it is ;
That's life ;
Accept it .
~11:00 PM